Thursday, October 11, 2018

What is Kundalini, the Central Channel of the body, Shakti, and how to work with it

Metaphorically we can see the Higher Self, the Soul, as a Sun, and the lower self (composed of the physical etheric astral and mental bodies), as a ray of Light emanating from that Sun.

This ray of Light is like a vertical pillar of Light, which flows down through all dimensions, through all the bodies, down to the physical. This is the Central Channel of the body, which goes along the spine of the physical body. In fact, the spine is the physical manifestation of the Central Channel. This Central Channel is the presence of our Soul incarnated as the lower self, it exists in all bodies simultaneously, it is what creates all our bodies, and it is what connects our bodies with each other and with our Soul. This is why the main chakras are located along this Central Channel :

This is traditionally called the shushumna channel. The two intertwining serpents, masculine and feminine, ida and pingala, are born from the shushumna, from the Central Channel.

Energy is constantly flowing along the Central Channel, both downwards (from Soul to the lower self) and upwards (from lower self to the Soul). This is what makes us alive, and in a way it is the wire that the Soul uses to connect to the body and drive the body.

In truth, all the Souls are One, so the Sun is One, and the Central Channels of all beings all come from the same Source. Soul and body are two parts of One whole, spirit and matter are two parts of One whole, everything in creation is part of One whole, parts of One organism which is life itself :  Life is One whole, Source or God/Goddess is Life as a whole, there is nothing outside the One.

So another metaphor to describe this, is that the Souls and all life is all one ocean, and our bodies and everything we see are just waves in that ocean. The waves appear to stand out but they are still just parts of the ocean. It is all One.

Kundalini, is energy coming into the Central Channel which is not expressed, and therefore lies asleep, dormant, at the base of the spine. The reason the energy is not expressed is because of amnesia, of forgetting who we truly are, and also because of suppression of expression in society.

We are usually born with amnesia of who we are as Souls and who we are as the One ocean. Therefore we tend to not express fully our true nature. This is reinforced by suppression of expression in society, from youngest age we are usually pressured one way or another to behave a certain way, to speak a certain way, to think and feel a certain way, etc.

For example it is suppressed to dance or move the body in unusual ways in public, to sing in public, to fully express how we truly feel, to hug for too long time, etc, we are supposed to stay in line and just say 'I'm ok'. Fully honest sexual expression is especially suppressed. And people usually do not fully process their emotions, we may feel sad or angry and because it is not usually allowed to fully feel it with others, because people around are usually suppressing and rejecting the expressions of others one way or another, the energy is rarely fully flowing, fully released. Even expressions of joy are often suppressed and condemned for no valid reason. Therefore many people can not really cry or laugh or dance or express themselves anymore, they can put a very convincing mask if they want, they can mentally force themselves to smile and laugh and dance, but usually the expression is shallow, forced, it does not involve the whole being. Because the more we accumulate energy within which has not been expressed, the more difficult it becomes to genuinely express in new situations, and so people give a fake smile when they are unhappy, and can not fully laugh when they are really happy.

For this reason, most of the energies, emotions, thoughts of most people is subconscious : most people do not really know what goes on within them. And if they see glimpses of it, usually they push it back to the subconscious, pretend it is not there.

All this non expressed energy accumulates as years lived in suppression go by, creating more misery, dullness, apathy, disease, discomfort, hypocrisy, lack of vitality, etc. It is easy to feel like Buddha alone in our bedroom, but in company of others all the repressed energy becomes appearant.

Breathing creates an extra current in the Central Channel : down as the breath goes in, up as the breath goes out. The general habit of not breathing fully and not connecting with our breath is both a symptom and a contributing cause to the suppression of energy, lying dormant at the base of the spine :

What is commonly called Shakti energy, is our life force flowing in the Central Channel, which manifests as impulses of expression of ourself, to dance, sing, hug, express ourselves in anyway. We are alive to express, to feel the joy of being alive. As the waves rise from the ocean of life, into our Central Channel, they trigger our expression, just like they trigger the flowers to bloom and the birds to sing. This expression pulls all life together into an experience of Oneness, weaves life together into a whole.

When we live in full awareness, when we express ourselves totally in our lives, there is no dormant kundalini, all the energy is fully flowing in our energy field.

So what to do about it ?

The energy that we haven't expressed in our lives needs to be expressed. It is not enough to just have a mental understanding and discussion about it, about what happened in our past. The mental understanding can help but it usually will not fully release the energy.

There are a few ways that the energy can release. Either we consciously do something to release it, or it will create external chaotic situations in our lives which are mirrors of our inner stuck energy, in which case we can either accept the realization and release brought by the situation, or play the victim and suppress the energy even more.

Active meditation techniques in which we allow ourselves to express and move the body without conscious control, without mentally managing how we move or talk, can be very helpful. Because suppressed energy is not conscious, it is not about doing a conscious body exercise, the point is to release what is stuck subconsciously, without mentally planning what we are expressing.
It is not usually necessary to mentally remember everything we did not express in our past, what matters really is to release the energy. For example, just like many wild animals let their whole body shake to release stress, we can also shake :

Safe and nurturing human contact is also usually important. The problem is that often, people suppress their stuck energy and then project it on the other. The other problem is that people often don't allow the other to express fully.
So it is needed that all people involved hold a safe space for the other, which means that they all :
- Fully take responsibility for the experience happening
- Hold a neutral loving presence which allows the other to express any old feelings that may need to come out. Only when something is felt, expressed, then it can release and shift. This means to not try and fix the other, or not to reject the other, while the release is happening. This also means to see the Light in the other even in the moments when they are releasing their shadows. This also means that all involved do their best to embody their Light even if the other is releasing shadows. All this can only be done if all involved take full responsibility for the experience, and have forgiveness. This is what Grace is.

Aggressive energy is only possible when a lot of energy has not been expressed. Human nature is not aggressive otherwise. Therefore the only way it can resolve is to find harmonious ways to express.

A big part of the suppressed energy is usually sexual. The impulse of sexuality is simply a Shakti impulse of realizing Oneness in all our bodies. Orgasms open a portal in the Central Channel. If unconscious negative energy is infused in the orgasm process, then the energy stays even more repressed. If conscious positive energy is infused into it, then a lot of Kundalini energy can be released, and Soul and body can connect together.

Full release of Kundalini means that the Soul and lower self are now experienced as One. To only have the mental understanding that all existence is One is not enough to consciously experience it, there needs to be the full experience which comes with the full expression of our presence.

Therefore, all the healing techniques and technologies in the universe can never fully heal anybody, because they can never replace the fact that we are here to express, the Soul incarnates because it wants to experience beautiful and joyful creations. 
What healing modalities can do is simply to help to open the door, to clean things up, to open the meridians in the body, to give us an opportunity to express more easily.

This is one powerful healing technique which helps to re-open the Central Channel :

Once the Soul presence in the body is fully expressed, fully flowing, then all beings, humans and others, weave life together in a joyful wholeness. Then comes the full awareness of the unity of spirit and matter, of the whole existence. This awareness becomes enlightenment and ascension, which happens for some individuals earlier than others, but eventually it is the destiny of all life.

💖 Much Love 💖

Wednesday, October 3, 2018

Planetary Alignments October 2018 - The Breath of Venus

The energies of planet Venus are clearly at the center and forefront of this coming months of October and November. From December onwards will start a period of 2 years of very powerful and unusual planetary alignments which will potentially bring many changes in our lives. This month of October especially is a period focused more on inner work, inner changes, shadow work, recalibration, etc, which is in a way a preparation for the coming years.

The energy of planet Venus is leading this inner work as she is about to go retrograde on October 5th, which will last for 40 days until November 16th. This is a powerful time of rebirth, which starts a new Venus cycle of 19 months, known as the Venus synodic cycle.

This Venus cycle of 19 months is corresponding to the Moon cycle of New Moons and Full Moons. For Venus, the middle point of Venus retrograde corresponds to the New Moon, this is basically the New Venus, which happens only once every 19 months, and this time it will happen on October 26th, at 2:16pm UTC. At this time, Sun Earth and Venus align, and Venus is at her closest point to Earth.

To understand this process a bit better, let's widen our point of view a little. Everything in creation is breathing. Breathing is basically a flow of energy in and out, and the main breathing of the Universe is usually called the Great Breath, this is the breath of Source, it is a cycle of many trillions of years, which starts with the creation (breathing out) of the Universe out of Source (Source is our state of pure Oneness, pure singularity, no time and space), and then the Universe is breathing back in to Source.

From this Great Breath of Source, everything in creation follows, and breathes too.
Our process of breathing is basically a flow of energy between the lower dimensions including the physical, and the higher Soul spiritual dimensions. Energy appears into the physical by flowing down from the world of Soul, and then ascends away from physical going back to Soul.

When we breathe in, we breathe in energy from Soul into our body. When we breathe out, we breathe out energy from our body back to Soul.
The seasons of Earth are the breathing of Earth. Spring and summer are the breathing in, autumn and winter are the breathing out.
The Moon cycle is the breathing of the Moon, from New Moon to Full Moon is breathing in, from Full Moon to New Moon is breathing out.

So the Breath of Venus lasts for 19 months. Venus is the lover, beauty, harmony, sensual archetype of the Divine Feminine.
At the mid-point of her retrograde phase, Earth Sun and Venus align, Venus is at its closest point to Earth, this is called the inferior conjunction, this is the New Venus. At this time Venus is invisible in our sky. One week later, Venus reappears in our sky, and starts her Morning Star phase which lasts for 9 months, this is the time when Venus is visible in our sky in the morning before sunrise, which is the breathing in, the pouring of Venus energies from Soul to physical. 
Then she is invisible for 2 weeks, and the mid-point of this 2 weeks period is when Venus is aligned with the Sun and Earth, behind the Sun, this is called the superior conjunction, this is the Full Venus. One week after the Full Venus, she reappears in our sky in her Evening Star phase for 9 months, which is the time when Venus is visible in our sky after sunset, this is the time of breathing out, of rising of Venus energies from physical back to Soul.

The New Venus is, like a New Moon, a time of new beginnings, of setting intentions for the next Venus cycle of 19 months. Then as the Morning star phase (inbreath) starts and Venus turns direct again, this is a time of outpouring and renewal of Venus energies of beauty love and sensuality in our lives, which lasts for 9 months. At the end of this comes the Full Venus which is a culmination of the manifestation of Venus energies in our life. Then comes the Evening star phase (out breath) which is a time of letting go, clearing, inner self love, releasing the old, and raising our consciousness regarding our connection to the Venus energies, which lasts for 9 months and ends with a new Venus retrograde which starts a new cycle, a new Venus Breath.

The 19 months of Breath of Venus resonates with the flower of life, as there are 19 circles in a flower of life : 1 in the center and 18 around it. Venus is invisible for 1 month and visible for 18 months during her cycle.

This Venus cycle is the meaning behind the ancient myth of Inana :

The 40 days and 40 nights length of the Venus retrograde is alluded to in many other ancient myths, from Jesus to Buddha.

Friday is Venus day (Freya's day), and Venus will turn retrograde on October 5th (7:04pm UTC) on a Friday. The New Venus on October 26th (2:16pm UTC) is on a Friday, the Morning star phase starts on November 2nd sunrise on a Friday, and she will turn direct on November 16th (10:51am UTC) on a Friday.

The first 20 days of Venus Retrograde from October 5-26 is especially dedicated to inner work, shadow work, release, let go of the old, finding love within and universally. The October 26th New Venus is the turning point, the actual beginning of the new cycle, the best time to make ceremony to set intentions for the next cycle.

During these first 20 days, will be the New Moon on October 9th (3:46am UTC). This will occur in Libra which is one of the zodiac signs of Venus. It will be making a square aspect to planet Pluto which is the planet of death and rebirth, alchemical transformation. This is especially a good day for shadow and inner work, for retreating from the external world, and going far and deep within, into the universal Ocean of Love, where all can be released and renewed.

Around this time of October 9-10, Mars also enters new territory, he finally moves forward, out of the territory he was covering during his last retrograde phase. Also Mars makes a square aspect to Venus around the same time. This is significant and shows that we are moving into new territory although we are working more inwards. The masculine energy review is completing and Mars is 'back to work'. The aspect between Mars and Venus invites us to work more on conciling masculine and feminine energies in our lives.

Around the same time Mercury and Moon enter Scorpio together, and make an opposition to Uranus and asteroid Magdalena (which is signifying downloads of energy and insights especially assisted by the Magdalene archetype), this is amplifying the energy of transformation, deep inner work and rebirth. This period of time around the October 9 New Moon is very much about going inwards, taking responsibility for everything in our life, avoiding external tension and projections, and working more within. This inner work will then reflect in our external life.

A few days before the October 26th New Venus, is the Full Moon on October 24th (4:45pm UTC). This is a Full Moon in Taurus, which is the other zodiac of Venus, this in itself is a powerful coincidence. Additionally, the alignments at this time are significant, as the Sun is conjunct Venus and the Moon is conjunct Uranus. This is a day of more downloads of energy and insights, to especially assist the ending of the old Venus cycle and the beginning of the new.

After the October 26th New Venus, will come the last 20 days of Venus retrograde, during which the Morning star phase begins on November 2nd. This is a time of entering into the new Venus cycle, of preparing and visualizing the new.

As we enter into November we will have more alignments for this whole process which I will post about then.

Until then, I am still available for private readings :

💖 Wishing the best potential manifestation for this shift into a new Divine Feminine cycle to all 💖

"You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you
All is full of love"


Thursday, September 27, 2018

Play of Mirrors Part 2 - Life is a Paradox

Existence is always based on a seeming paradox, that we are One and also appearing separate. Our analytical mental logical capacity is based on having knowledge of facts, which can only be done by isolating things from a certain point of view, to look at an object or a situation or a being as its own individual thing rather than a part of a whole. At the same time, existence, the whole of creation, is One, one organism, one body. We are cells in the One creation just like the cells and organs in a human body. Therefore logic in itself, if genuinely pursued all the way, always ends up in contradiction, the contradiction of Oneness and seeming separation. We can not come in touch with life by mentally understanding its parts. The seeking for a logical answer, for an analytical meaning and understanding of life, is always vain and can never be satisfied.

This is related to my previous post 'Play of Mirrors', in which I was mentioning that from the highest point of view, our Higher Self is One organism, one and the same for all beings and all creation, and symbolically it can be viewed like a Sun, and we as lower selves are all sunrays emanating from it. In truth, the Sun and its rays of Light are One. Another way to symbolically describe this is that the lower self is a reflection of the Higher Self seen in a mirror.

"Everywhere we look around in the physical, emotional and mental worlds, we see only reflections, as all other people, places, objects, also are only reflections of their own higher selves.
As mere reflections who have forgotten the real self, there has often been this feeling of being incomplete, that our identity is not validated, which is coming from losing sight of the real/higher self. And in this forgetfulness, there has been a widespread tendency to look for that sense of completion in the world of reflections. So people hope to be completed and validate their identity by looking for positive opinions of other people, by hoping that positive experiences and achievements will finally validate their identity, and finally the reflection will not be blur anymore. But this is 
absolutely vain, as completion can never come from the world of reflections, but only from reconnection with one's own higher, real self.
Seeking completion in the world of reflections is like placing two mirrors in front of each other, the reflections reflect each other endlessly. This world where the higher self has been forgotten is a maze of opposing mirrors where it is not possible to understand what is real.

Therefore, for real spiritual breaktroughs to occur, one must unconditionally renounce all hope for validation and completion in the opinions of other people, in one's own achievements, or in any other circumstance from this world of reflections in these lower planes"

The Higher Self, the field and embrace of Oneness, the Light of Source, the One organism which all of existence is, all of these are different words to describe the same thing, and this is who and what we really are. We are cells in this One organism, ripples in the Ocean of life. This presence is eternal and unconditional, it can never be affected, lowered, changed. It is beyond conditions. Therefore it is not something to seek out there, it is not something to achieve, to work towards in a future, it is always there and has always been there and we can never be truly disconnected from it because there is nothing outside of the One, it is only the individual awareness which may forget temporarily, which may then experience the illusion of being disconnected, while the One presence is always there, and truly all there is to do is to relax into it.

To relax into it means that we see this Highest Light as ourselves and as all others and as all situations, always, unconditionally, no matter what is happening in the conditions. To truly see it, automatically we will bring it into the situation, and we will experience it.

To create attachments and investments in scenarios, in expecting or believing that things should be a certain way, automatically hooks the energy in the conditions in the lower self, brings identification with the lower self, because it is an expectation that the lower appearance could complete us, and actually the One Presence that we truly are is always there, everywhere, in every moment, always complete.

And at the same time, the lower self often has accumulated a lot of programs, distortions, all of which are based on the illusion of feeling separate, dislocated. This creates an experience of various pains, especially physically and emotionally, which are always illusions no matter how real they may seem. An enlightened being could stand in an explosion unharmed, get shot by a firearm and just let the bullet go back out of the body unharmed, simply because he or she firmly knows that conditions are always illusions, a play of mirrors, and the One unconditional Presence is always here, always complete to provide unconditional health and wholeness.

At the same time, it can be a journey to regain this full awareness, this full enlightenment, and this has to be acknowledged too. In full enlightenment, there is absolutely no need of anything whatsoever, because our Higher Self presence is always complete and pure Oneness Light and Love, it can not be affected by any of the lower conditions, and in truth the Higher and lower self are One, so the lower self has the destiny to fully embody the Higher and all of its unconditional qualities, and therefore to not be affected by circumstances and always be pure Light.
When this full awareness has not been regained yet, the lower self has many needs, or in other words many addictions, it needs/is addicted to drinking water, breathing air, sunlight, eating food, having meaningful human connections, etc. And here is the paradox, that from a certain perspective and at certain stages of evolution we truly need all of this, and at the same time as the One unconditional presence we truly don't need them.

The journey is to resolve this paradox by addressing all needs and desires, and there is no generic straightforward answer for this. Either they have to be renounced or they have to be experienced and played out, until the lower self is in full awareness of its unconditional Presence of the One, and the Soul has completed its journey in incarnation and has no desire or reason to incarnate anymore. This is dependant on the Divine Plan of the One : certain desires are distorted, for example we don't really need junk food and this can usually be renounced easily. If we believe that we need something then we will experience that need. For example we have genes to make vitamin C, but they are usually turned off because we believe we need to eat it, but they can be turned back on by our awareness that we can make our own vitamin C.

However some desires are reflections of Divine Plan for unfolding of creation, and our Soul may not renounce them for some time but instead it will send the impulse to create that experience in the best way possible, for example the desire to experience Soul family reunion. Here it is important to remember that the Divine Plan is fluid, it changes, it is not something we can tune into with mental planning and beliefs, so we have to release attachments to a specific scenario. We can only tune into Divine Plan in the moment, by living and expressing each moment one by one fully, then the journey unfolds, life is able to build upon each previous moment only if it was lived fully which means that we see the One Presence of Highest Light in each moment, no matter what is happening. These desires, this inner guidance moment by moment, is the fabric that weaves all life into a field of Oneness.
As this journey unfolds, we progressively regain full awareness of our unconditional Presence of the One, and the paradox is reconciled, as Oneness is realized all the way into all degrees of density and separation, then all beings, all cells of the One organism, are fully embraced together in the awareness of Oneness, and life remains a mystery to be experienced, not as something to be attained because there is nothing outside of life itself, but as the expression of the joy of simply existing. This is something which is always there for us to access at any time anywhere, in fact it can only be accessed when we relax into the present moment.

🌟💖 Love to All 🐬🌟

Tuesday, September 4, 2018

Planetary Alignments September 2018

This is the first of a new project of summarizing the key planetary and star alignments for every coming month. I am not making any prediction of what is going to happen, as that is always up to free will, I am just reading some of the energies coming to us from the sky. The purpose is to assist people to navigate the energy flow of the days, and for people to be able to time their energy work and projects to the planetary alignments.
Of course I can not address all aspects and all energies of the month so I am focusing on the most significant moments as I see them.

If you want to understand more about the type of astrology I do, you can read here :

This summer has seen a lot of retrograde planets, bringing a lot of focus on inner work, review, re-evaluation, shadow work, etc. Since the end of august and as we go through september, planets turn direct again and we are entering a new phase with new projects, more action and covering new territory as we integrate the lessons of this fading retrograde season.

Tomorrow, on september 5/6th, a grand trine involving Mercury and Athena in Virgo, Saturn in Capricorn, and Uranus in Taurus will activate as Mercury and Athena enter Virgo. This grand trine will be further activated as Saturn who has been retrograde, stations and turns direct again, on the same day.

This is a powerful energy which will be active and will build up for several days and will culminate at the powerful new moon on 9/9. It is a grounding stabilizing energy (Earth trine), to assist us to bring Light in our lives and in our minds, to separate the wheat from the chaff, to get new downloads and insights in order to move forward and ground, stabilize and manifest our new projects.

The new moon in Virgo on 9/9 has many interesting and powerful planetary alignments. Venus in particular is in focus, as she enters Scorpio just a few hours before the new moon. Venus is now at its closest to Earth so her energy is stronger and she is also about to turn retrograde in early october. She is now covering the territory which she will revisit again twice as she goes retrograde and turns direct again, so the questions and aspects of our lives that will be worked on during retrograde are being brought to our consciousness through september. This whole process is happening through the end of 2018 and is a major theme for the energies of these next few months.

When Venus does this retrograde phase at its closest point to Earth, she goes back and forth creating this loop pattern in the sky, which is actually one of the points of the pentagram of the famous Venus rose pattern :

Venus is the energy of the Goddess, lover, and beauty archetypes in all of us. When she goes through the retrograde period, this is a period of facing and reviewing how we relate to this within us. The main question is what inner aspects of us that relate to these Venus energies are we externalizing and attracting outside in our circumstances ? We will talk more about this process over the next few months as she turns retrograde in october.

Venus is doing this whole process in the signs of Libra and Scorpio, which is very significant. Libra is her home sign so she is stronger there, it's the energies of partnerships, justice and balance. Scorpio follows Libra, bringing the results of that partnership : merging, transformation, alchemical death and rebirth, alchemical marriage, etc.
These are important themes for Venus and is it very significant that she will cross from Libra to Scorpio on the day of the new moon, just 8 hours prior.
It is even more significant that as she does so, she activates two powerful aspects called a grand square and a kite :

The kite is a completion of the Earth grand trine we mentioned earlier. The energy of the grand trine will be channeled into the rebirth of Venus energies as she enters Scorpio.
Uranus is especially important here as he is in opposition to Venus and will be involved in all the aspects. Uranus is the energies of inter-dimensional communication, downloads and insights, that in this case will assist the rebirth of Venus Goddess energies during the new moon.
The grand square involves Lilith south node, and Varuna north node, which will bring the energies of our cosmic origins (Varuna) and the cosmic womb (Lilith) in this process.

This new moon is in the sign of Virgo, which is one of the archetype of ancient temple priestess, the energy of creating order and birthing Soul energies through the physical body. Neptune in Pisces in opposition to the new moon brings energies of Oneness into the picture. The sextiles between the new moon, Jupiter, Pluto and Neptune, all in feminine signs, bring an energy of ease to surrender into the unconditional Goddess presence. This will also last for a few days after the new moon. There are other powerful aspects at this new moon but covering it all would be too long.

The energies until this new moon are stabilizing and softer, and the energies that will come after this new moon are more about going forward and making things real.

On september 11, Mars enters Aquarius. He is covering the same territory that he did during his retrograde phase and so this is bringing conclusion, putting the lessons into practice, for this process.
As Mars enters Aquarius this activates a double square between Venus Uranus and Mars.

This very much amplifies the energies and connects together Mars and Venus and the retrograde process of inner review they are both going through this year, so this aspect is very much about conciling masculine feminine and male female and opposite polarities. Uranus brings an energy of unexpected events and actions, release of pent up energies, and downloads and insights. This will start on september 11 and last over the next few days and it will be a time to be careful about tensions, to stay calm and use situations constructively, to avoid polarizing situations too much, to concile polarities involved in the situation within us and to look at the higher purpose behind the situations.

On september 17 around 5am UTC, the moon aligns in the direction of the Central Sun together with Vesta. Vesta is a priestess archetype who is keeper of the sacred flame of the Goddess, the fire representing the manifested Light presence of the Goddess on Earth and the kundalini energies. She has been aligned with the Central Sun direction for a few months and this is the last few days of this alignment.

This energy aligning with the Moon will last for a few hours before and after 5am UTC and is a very good time to do energy work, in particular to bring Central Sun and Goddess energies on Earth, with sacred sexuality/kundalini work and/or other practices. This can help to bring resolution and release to the intense energies of this period.

Then will come the september equinox on the 23rd. At the equinox the Sun enters Libra, bringing energies of Justice, Balance, reconciling opposites. The Sun will be opposing Chiron and asteroid Hygeia in Aries, while Vesta together with Saturn in Capricorn form a double square with Sun and Chiron.

Chiron and Hygeia in Aries represent the healing of our core wounds. As they oppose Libra this is the energy of inner understanding that can bring reconciliation and forgiveness within. Saturn and Vesta together joining in this process is about facing reality, seeing the effects of causes and transmuting them into Light with the sacred fire of the Vesta Goddess.
Mars and south node together in Aquarius will be trine to the Sun and sextile Chiron and Hygeia, assisting us to take action, trying new different approach and insights to address our past accumulated energies and assist the healing process.
Two days later the full moon comes and the Moon will be aligned with Chiron and Hygeia at this time, bringing more energy and Light into this same process.

So this is a powerful period of time to do shadow work, healing work, addressing the core wounds of relationships to others and of human society as a whole, transmuting them into the sacred Kundalini fire of the Goddess presence.

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Wishing all the best, manifestation of highest Light potential for all and for this planet during this coming month 💖✨

Thursday, August 30, 2018

Galactic Astrology

The Universe is created as a fractal pattern, in which the Light of Source is divided into rays, which are frequencies of the spectrum of Light anchored first at highest dimensions/planes of existence. These rays/archetypes are the foundation for all that exist, from Stars to planets, to humans plants animals and stones. They flow down the dimensions and also organize in space in sacred geometrical way in a fractal pattern.

Picture from 'Little book of coincidences in our Solar system'

Thus we can see within our body, a grid pattern of meridians and chakras, corresponding to various organs and parts of the physical body, each chakra and part of the body anchoring different rays/archetypes. 
The next fractal of this is at the level of Soul family, where a group of Souls are arranged in a sacred geometry grid pattern and each Soul anchor a different ray/archetype, together forming a full spectrum.
At the next fractal, we see the planetary grid, with ley lines and vortex corresponding to the meridians and chakras, each of them anchoring various rays/archetypes.
At the next fractal we see the same grid pattern in the Solar system with all the planets and asteroids which are the chakras/vortex of the Solar System, all of them anchoring various rays/archetypes, all of them connected together in a grid with energy lines, just like ley lines or meridians.
And then we see the same pattern at the next fractal, within the galaxy, with all the Stars being the vortex/chakras of the galaxy, all Stars anchoring various rays/archetypes, all connected in a grid. And the same fractal pattern can be seen again at the universal level, with all the galaxies being the chakras of the universe, anchoring various rays and being all connected together in a grid.

As above, so below.

So, the Light of Source is transmitted into our galaxy through the Central Sun, anchored as all the frequency rays through all the stars and constellations, then coming to our solar system through our Sun and all the planets in the Solar system, then coming to Earth through the vortex and ley lines of the planetary grid, and finally coming to us through our heart chakra and anchored in all our meridians and chakras. This fractal system is like the antennas of the Universe receiving and transmitting the Light through all of creation.
So our energy fields, our archetypes as individuals, are magnetized into being via the stars and planets, as a mirror of them. This is why we can read a lot regarding individual lives and planetary situations by reading the positions of stars and planets, if we know how to read them properly.

A well-known example of this is the pattern of Venus in the sky which resonates with Golden proportions and creates a rose pattern, which is actually the source or the transmitter for the design of roses on Earth :

All planets and asteroids and stars transmit their own frequencies into the galactic grid in this way. They are all living conscious beings just like planet Gaia/Earth is.

This is the basis of how and why astrology works. This is why all ancient cultures, no matter how technologically developped they were, from ancient Greece and Egypt to ancient native Americans and Australians and ancient Chinese, virtually all ancient cultures, were always looking at the stars as a compass for their lives. They were reading the signs, they were seeing similar symbols in the constellations, using the stars in correspondence with herbs and medicine, and they were aligning their sacred sites with Star alignments. This is the essence and original purpose of Astrology which I want to contribute to bringing back.

The foundation of so-called western astrology is a universal design, which was anchored on Earth in Atlantean times, and then passed down through generations through mystery schools especially in the Eastern mediterranean.

Denderah Zodiac from ancient Egypt

This basic design of 12 constellations is the 12-pointed star (with 13th point in the center) which resonates with flower of life geometry which is the basic design for the whole universal fractal system of rays.

Astrology, or astro-logos, the language of the stars, influences and affects all of creation whether we are conscious of it and believe it or not. But the way we relate to it and our level of consciousness changes how these astrological influences affect us. This is very well understood by many people when looking at influences of the new moon and full moon. All other astrological influences work exactly in the same way in that regard.

A very clear example of how Astrology affects situations is how in 1455, during a Uranus-Pluto conjunction, Gutemberg invented the printing press. A few decades later, Uranus-Neptune conjunction in 1479, the white nobility Medici family in Italy uses the printing press to distribute books and informations which had been suppressed, assisting in triggering the Renaissance.
The same pattern repeated in 20th century, with the Uranus-Pluto conjunction in 1965, the first models of computers were invented. A few decades later at the Uranus-Neptune conjunction in 1993, computers are mass produced and connected with the internet, so that informations which had been suppressed could reach the masses, eventually leading to a New Renaissance.

There are countless examples like this, both in individual lives and planetary events.

Here it is important to understand that the modern mainstream version of astrology has been very distorted and mis-used over centuries.

First, astrology is not meant to make exact preditctions. It is not the pre-written book of the destiny of our lives. Astrology can read archetypal energies which are at play in a situation, but the way this will manifest is up to free will. Astrology is like saying, we have a purple and an orange pencil, or yellow and blue, but what we draw with the pencils is up to us. It is like reading an energetic weather forecast, what we do on the day is still up to us.
So the way we experience a planet or a sign is influenced by the way we choose to read it and the way our consciousness resonates, consciously via our choices and/or subconsciously via the collective consciousness and planetary grid.
Astrology was mis-used by overemphasizing on distortions and negative versions of the archetypes of zodiac signs and planets, and then by giving mostly negative and skewed predictions to people. This became a self-fulfilling prophecy, when people heard the predictions, they tended to believe it at least subconsciously, and therefore tended to manifest these negative interpretations. On a planetary level this whole process anchored distorted meanings of the planets and signs into the collective consciousness and planetary grid, which negatively affected even more the way people experienced the influence of planets and stars. For example once the idea was spread that Saturn or Lilith are bad, then they tended to be experienced in that way even if people don't realize it consciously, because that was the main archetype anchored in the planetary grid. So part of our work now is to re-anchor positive original meanings of planets and constellations into the grid and collective consciousness.

Another way that astrology was distorted is that many feminine planets and asteroids have not been counted, leaving most of the focus on masculine planets. Additionally the Sun was given a purely male symbolism, while in truth the Sun like the Central Sun and all stars and our heart chakra, hold both masculine and feminine polarities.

Here are some of the main feminine planets which are usually not being used in modern astrology :

- Chariklo. Even though almost all modern astrologers use Chiron, very few of them even mention Chariklo, even though the asteroid Chariklo is bigger than Chiron. Chariklo is the wife of Chiron in the myth, she represents the archeype of Divine Grace, healing energies of cosmic Love, return of the Divine Feminine, water shape-shifting archetype of feminine Love.

- Eris. Even though Eris is bigger than planet Pluto it is also mostly ignored. Eris is an archetype of fierce warrior Goddess who ends frequency loops to bring the return of Divine Feminine.

- Ceres. Even though Ceres is quite known in modern astrology, it is rarely used despite the fact that it is a dwarf planet which is bigger than Pluto. Ceres is the archetype of Goddess Mother birthing the Soul energies, relating to the Eleusian mysteries and virgo/virgin priestess archetype. These priestesses were originally not about chastity but simply meant that they were not married, they held the Goddess presence on Earth in the Goddess temples, anchored and birthed through their bodies.

- Pallas Athena. Again, although this asteroid is well known it is not often used. Athena is a warrior Goddess, amazon archetype, the Goddess of wisdom who puts Love into practical action and brings Light in the dark (as her symbol is the owl). As an ascended being, Athena works with the motherships of Ashtar command. One of her main anchor on Earth is the city of Athena in Greece.

- Lilith. Even though this is often used in modern astrology it has been very distorted. Lilith is an empty point in space near Earth which holds very strong magnetic pull which can be detected on radar. As such it represents the magnetic primordial emptiness of the void, the cosmic womb energy.

There are many more Goddess and God archetypes in asteroids and planets in our solar system, such as Isis, Juno, Magdalene, Medusa, Vesta, etc.

Another aspect of astrology which has been removed from the mainstream is all the stars and their real meanings. When reading a chart we are able to see the positions of the Central Sun, AN stargate, Pleiades, Sirius, Dubhe the star of DouMu, Antares, Aldebaran, Vega, Arcturus, Beteigeuse, Tau Ceti, etc. This can give very clear and powerful meaning for reading charts of individuals especially of Star Seeds, as we can get clues to our origins and energies we are bringing from beyond this Solar system. It is also significant for planetary events and portals, mass meditations, etc.

As was always known in ancient times, various stars and planets have correspondences with different parts of the body, herbs and plants, crystals, metals, Ascended Beings and Archangels, etc, because all of creation is built from the same rays/archetypes coming from the highest dimensions.
Understanding these correspondences has many applications, to assist in individual healing, to assist in our energy work individually and collectively, so we can time our energy work with particular alignments and use specific herbs, crystals, colors of Light, connection with Light beings, etc.

Because of all this I will start to talk more about astrology and all its ramifications, and also I am now available to give personal chart readings for those interested. These individual private readings are not future predictions, or personal advice, or healings. All we do is reading the archetypes and energies anchored in the energy field and how they play out, to assist in understanding our mission and purpose and place in this life, and to assist in working with particular situations in our lives. How these energies manifest is always up to free will. We can also get clues about Star Seed origins, or about how two people relate to each other by comparing their charts, and also look at how the planets and stars influence us for a particular year or particular moments. With all of this we can also find energy techniques, Light beings and tools that somebody can work with that will assist their journey.

For more information, you can email me at, and visit this page :

You can also learn more from the work of Lalita Karoli, who has been doing much work to recreate a true and harmonious design for Astrology, and has taught me a lot :

In this video she also shows an example of how we can use Astrology with crystals to assist in harmonizing and stabilizing planetary alignments :

💖 Much Love 💖

Tuesday, August 28, 2018


Chariklo is an asteroid/dwarf planet orbitig in our Solar system near Saturn, Chiron and Uranus :

In the last few days with a powerful full Moon in Pisces, a strong solar flare has been bringing powerful energies to Earth :

These have been experienced as healings, downloads and insights by many. Chariklo is one of the main transmitter of these energies, as it is the main transmitter of the Goddess energies of the Ocean of Love from the Central Sun, into our Solar system :

Chariklo is a Divine Feminine Goddess archetype, her name is derived from the Greek word Chari which means Grace, and Klo spinning, which refers to the ancient metaphor of spinning the web of fate into creation, similar to the Eastern metaphor of tantra which means weaving. Chariklo weaves the energy of Divine Grace into the fabric of creation.
All asteroid/planets including Chariklo are living conscious beings just like Gaia is.
In the ancient Greek myth, Chariklo is a magical Divine Feminine sea nymph, the wife of Chiron who as a myth symbolizes the core wounds of disconnection and separation that are being transmuted into a healer, teacher, Christ consciousness archetype. Chariklo is the feminine side, the key to that process, she holds a sacred space of support, she is shape-shifting to take the shape that best serves Love, holding the knowing of Chiron's true Light self, she brings the Grace, the waters of the Ocean of Love and Oneness, that heals the wounds and brings the Light back.

Divine Grace is a force of pouring Light, solutions, healing, from higher dimensions/planes into the lower world of forms. It transcends duality, limiting programmings of the mind that attempt to analyse and logically limit the flow of Light and Love, based on ideas of 'deserving or not'. Grace is unconditional redemption of all beings and all creation.

As such, Grace is intrinsically related to Forgiveness. I love the way that Richard Rudd describes Forgiveness in his book of the 'Gene Keys'. He describes the shadow or opposite of Forgiveness as intolerance, which is based on negative emotional reaction against something, which the mind conforms to by adopting bias, one-sided views, or even sometimes by distorting facts based on the bias.
This bias can be transmuted by first realizing that the mind, logic, is not supposed to take sides, instead it is supposed to be objective and see all sides, which is real logic without fallacy. Then we realize that the mind also can not bring any understanding ever, because in a paradoxical world where we are One and also appearing separate at the same time, logic is bound to always disprove itself. The real answers and understanding therefore can never come from the logical mind, but from Higher realms of Oneness, of the Soul.
From this understanding, intolerance is transmuted as we can see all sides, we can see causes and effects which have led to all situations. Many people tend to emphasize the circumstances which have led to their own mistakes, in order to be able to understand them, but forget to do this for others. By having an objective mind, seeing all sides, we can release this, and then focus on the important real understanding coming from the Soul, which is that we are One and we are beyond any circumstances and situations that could ever happen, we release attachment to stories and scenarios and anything in duality and in the world of forms, therefore releasing the energy of Forgiveness which progressively re-absorbs the whole lower planes, world of forms, back into Oneness, into union with the higher planes, and eventually into pure singularity of the Source.

Such Forgiveness is key to opening the door for the energy of Grace to pour into all situations and creation. This is the energy of holding the Highest Light, highest vision, of ourselves and others and all situations. Sometimes this Grace comes very differently from what the lower self may expect. Still, Grace is holding to the highest vision of all which brings unconditional redemption.

Besides contemplation and integration of these understandings, we can connect energetically with Chariklo, and the Divine Feminine beings living on that asteroid who are helping to transmit the energies, to release Divine Grace into our lives and on the planet. We can for example visualize pillars of Light from the Central Sun going through Chariklo, through our bodies to the center of the Earth. We can also use the flame of Divine Grace just like the Violet Flame, which is of pale brown-pink color. Astrologically, Chariklo can also be seen in individual and planetary event charts.
 These energies of Grace and Forgiveness are absolutely necessary for any new paradigm of Light to manifest.

✨ Wishing much Light to All ✨

Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Spirit over Matter

When we look at the big picture spiritually, the Universe, all of creation, everything we are and we see and experience, is actually made of one thing, one substance, and that is the Light of Source, the Light of the One, the energy of Oneness that streams forth into creation and densifies into various dimensions.
Different dimensions and states of matter are actually the same thing. Higher dimensions are higher states of matter. These higher dimensions are what we call spirit, Higher Self, etc, and because they are higher states of matter, matter and spirit are one and the same thing. Matter is densified spirit, spirit is rarefied matter.

Creation is intended as a mirror of the Source, created by interaction between Source and its logical quantum opposite potential, that can be called contingency. Source is the deepest state of our being, it  is the state where everything and everyone is pure absolute Oneness in all regards, no time and space, no here and there, no then and now, no you and me, only One. Because of this, contingency or as it's also sometimes called, anomaly, is necessary as an opposite to pure Oneness, in order to create the Universe.
As the energy of the Source, of Oneness, streams into the Universe, creating it and giving it life, it densifies through dimensions/states of matter, thus becoming particles, which are actually waves popping out of the quantum field. The first particles created are tachyons :

Many other particles are then created as spirit-matter densifies. All of the particles are actually carriers of various proportions of the spectrum of Light, which is the energy of Source densified and split up by the contingency. We are Light, we are sitting on Light, we are eating Light, etc.

Living here on this planet, there has often been the illusion that the physical world is the most real thing, while our decisions, imagination, visualizations, thoughts, emotions, feelings, etc, are less real, or even not factual at all. This is opposite to the truth. All of the non-physical experiences are actually real factual 'objects' which exist in higher states of matter, higher dimensions, in the plasma, etheric, astral, mental, budhic, atmic, monadic and adi planes. We may become conscious of them in our physical body but they exist in higher bodies. And spirit-matter particles are always flowing between planes. Because the physical is the densest plane of spirit-matter, it is the most split up by contingency, therefore we could say that it is actually the less real. The physical world could be more accurately considered to be the dream while the higher bodies are more real, not the opposite, and the Higher Self is the real self.

It is important to understand that building a momentum is very important to manifest anything in the physical world, because of its heavy density, especially on this planet. Absolutely everything in creation has to come from highest plane first, and flow down through all planes/states of matter one by one, in order to reach the physical. The lower planes have no power of their own, they only receive from the higher, and then may re-qualify what they receive. The more we turn to our Soul/Higher Self/IAm Presence, the more we establish a link, the more we build a momentum of energy streaming from it into the lower bodies. If we are not aligned in our behavior with the Higher Self's Divine Plan magnetized by Cosmic Love, it will not stream forth as much energy. The intention and attention and obedience to the Higher Self is the key.
If we have built a habit, a momentum of a certain paradigm for many years, it is not going to change instantly unless we build a momentum of energy which is according to the change desired. No creation is ever automatic, it is always consciously intended somehow by somebody at some point, and it only appears faster sometimes because a momentum has been built by disciplined work. There are no miracles, only application of natural principles. What appears as a miracle is only the application of a principle not yet understood. The main key principle here is that everything always comes from higher planes.

Therefore, physical circumstances are always reflection of the higher planes, of the energy, of the alignment with Higher Self. It doesn't matter what the circumstance is, what the technology is, what the paradigm is, it can always be changed by Light energy work. It may take persistence to build a momentum, which requires us to not destroy the momentum while it is building and nothing has appeared physically yet. Still, Light energy work can always change anything if we make it so, because higher planes/states of matter always have power over the ones below. Our Higher Self is the highest plane for us to tune into, so that's where our biggest attention should be, not at the lower, mental emotional physical etc.
This is why mass meditation works to change the world :

And this is why we can turn our reality and this planet and all of Creation into an experience of pure Light and Love, anytime and anywhere we choose to.

Much Light 🌟

Monday, July 23, 2018

Metatron's Cube Technique

Here is an energy technique to help clear the aura, balance and integrate our inner aspects and activate our Soul Presence more strongly in our bodies.

First connect with your Higher Self, I Am Presence, and then connect with Archangel Metatron and Goddess White Tara to create 13 spheres which are composed of the White Fire of AN, together with the pearly rainbowy White Light of Divine Harmony (it looks like white opal or mother-of-pearl) from White Tara, both mixed together.
These 13 spheres are in you, in the shape of a Metatron Cube. The central sphere is in your heart chakra, and there is one in the brain/third eye chakra, one at the sexual organs, one at the Soul Star chakra, one at the Earth Star chakra, and the rest around you to create the Metatron Cube shape, something like this :

Then visualize another of these spheres in front of your heart chakra, and another in the back of your heart chakra, equally distanced like the 13 others.

Then visualize rays of White Fire of AN mixed together with the pearly White Light, connecting all the spheres together with each other in a grid. Visualize and feel this Light grid in your energy field for some time, anchoring this Light presence in your whole aura.

Enjoy 💖✨